This is how I feel now:

Like I’m slowly losing myself. 

Like I’m starting not to see the point.

I’m living for the dreams of my mother and father

The sun burns my tears faster 

My eyes are running out of blood to spill. 

My soul has gone rotten. 

I’ve come to realize I know so little and this hole is infinitely larger than I am. I am on the cusp of creation and destruction.